Back in the day, before we got married, I said no to just about everything. In fact, if shaking my head was an Olympic sport, I would have taken the gold. I was such a difficult person to get along with in those days. One of the biggest topics Kristin and I disagreed over was parenting. Sitting in my metallic blue Pontiac Firebird one cold November night, in the fall of 1998, we had a
discussion fight over parenting. Kristin wanted to adopt. I did not. At all. Period. Case closed. End of discussion. Or, so I thought.
It wasn’t that I was against adoption…I just didn’t understand it. On a larger scale (that I can fully admit to now, 18 years later), I was afraid. Of what, I really don’t know. Maybe my limited understanding prompted the fear of the unknown? Or perhaps I was so dead-set on having children biologically that I left little room for any other idea.
All I know, is that today, I’m one of the biggest advocates and believers in adoption, and foster care. Heck, I run a global platform that reaches hundreds of thousands of foster and adoptive parents every month. When I tell the story of my early days to people, they hardly believe it. But it’s true. There was a time when Kristin wondered, “Will he ever be a fan of this? Will he ever be on the same page?” Ladies, if that’s you right now, hang in there. You’re not alone. As a man who was once extremely resistant to the idea of foster care and adoption, let me encourage you with this…
- Your husband’s not against it, he may just be afraid.
- Nagging doesn’t work.
The first point may have caught you off-guard, but I’m willing to bet the second one didn’t surprise you at all. Let’s talk through each point, one by one. Chances are (and I could be wrong, but usually I’m not), your man is doing the very thing he’s been hard-wired to do- protect. Protect his home, protect his assets, protect you, and protect his family. Now, while this protector characteristic can get distorted, convoluted, and even be taken to extremes, keep in mind- this is a good trait to have. The problem, however, is that protector traits can quickly cause fear to build up, even when there’s nothing to fear. It doesn’t help that our society mostly plays the bad story lines of adoption, instead of all the good ones happening every day. So, your husband is most likely dealing with a little bit of the fear-bug.
Second, and again, I don’t have to really tell you this… nagging him over and over does not work. If you feel like you’re hitting a brick wall, you probably are. Besides, if he did decide to concede, give in, just to stop you from nagging him, he’s not really entering the adoption journey for the right reasons. He’ll feel resentment and that eventually will boil over into everyday life, and your family.
There’s a better way to go about things. As I think back to our early days, Kristin exercised incredible wisdom in how she approached the topic. What she did for me back then, was nothing short of brilliance. Here are the 5 biggest things she did that eventually led me to fall in love with adoption…
- Listen to his fears. One of the biggest reasons we stay on different pages, in a marriage relationship (or any relationship), is lack of listening. That goes for both of us. The truth is, men and women have different fears about different aspects of life, marriage, family, raising children, finances and more. The adoption journey is no exception to this rule. We spend a lot of time sorta listening, but not really listening. The reason is that we believe in our perspective. We believe in what we believe in. But, you need to take time to honestly listen to what he’s afraid of (even if it’s a bit off base). You both need to take a lot of time, and space, to adequately talk and listen.
- Invite him on the journey. Invitation always beats nagging. The reason is simple- an invitation is, well, an invitation! You’re invited as opposed to pushed. Invitation communicates, “I want you to join me.” Nagging communicates, “You must join me or else!” When you’re invited you feel wanted. How do you do this without sounding like you’re nagging? It’s simple really. Ready? Here goes….Don’t nag. Seriously though, bring it up once, and then let it go after that. Give it time to marinate. You may need to give it a lot of time.
- Create space for community. There were two big things Kristin did for me years ago, that were pivotal on our adoption journey. She created space for me to enter into community. At the time I served as a youth pastor in a small church in Indiana and I was part of a network of youth pastors who met monthly to swap ideas, and talk. It just so happened that one of the guys in the network was an adoptive parent. He and I got to talking. This went on for months. Eventually my fears began to ease. In the process, Kristin didn’t say anything or do anything. She allowed the community I was in to lead.
- Pray. An older, wiser person, told Kristin, “Stop nagging him, and start praying for him.” I was a stubborn, self-centered, prideful, 25-year old kid back in those days. Even though I should have been listening to my wife’s heart a little closer, I wasn’t. Kristin committed to praying for me. She never nagged me, never pushed me, just patiently waited. Prayer works friends. It changed my heart. Believe me- if my heart can change, so can your husbands!
- Give it time. This may be like turning an aircraft carrier. Lots of time, lots of space. Your husband may not respond immediately to your prayers, your invitations, or your listening ear. You have to give this time. And it may be a lot of time. She brought up the idea of adoption in 1998. We finalized our first adoption in the summer of 2002. Hang in there. Remember…a lot of time and a lot of space. If you two are meant to adopt…it will happen!
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